
I have failed. At everything I wanted to be good at, I've failed. It's my fault, I'm lazy and unforgiving, always trying to take the easy way. My 1 year old daughter will not eat. She refuses. I try everything, even begging, but nothing. ummmmm-ummmmmmm. On top of this we just found out she has an egg and peanut allergy. Great. As if she wasn't already different enough with having a heart transplant now she can't even have a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Ever. She also has a slight milk and soybean allergy. Jeeze. What the hell did I breast feed for? They said breastfeeding would reduce her chances of food allergies. Not here. They said it would help her immune system to be nice and strong. Nope. Okay it must be me. I'm a failure.
